It’s crazy to think that in this very second right now. Someone’s dying. Someone’s cheating on their wife. Someone’s writing a suicide note. Someone just lost their daughter. Someone just got diagnosed with cancer. Someone just got in a car accident. Someone’s pregnant. Someone did cocaine for the first time. Someone just got raped. Someone took another person’s life. Someone hasn’t talked to their dad in years. Someone’s abusing their spouse. Someone’s signing divorce papers. Someone killed themselves. Right there. In that very second, all of that happened somewhere out there in the world.
i’m done being positive.
i’m done believing in anything.
i’m done trying to better myself
i’m done thinking things will work out for me
i’m done trying to make things work out for myself.
there’s no reason to be positive
there’s nothing to believe in
there’s no reason to be better if you’re going to die anyways
there’s no reason to think things will ever work out ever. especially since they don’t.
there’s no point in trying to make things work because again they won’t.
thanks life, you’ve officially killed another human’s once beautiful soul.
I have never been to Disney world.
I have never been skating.
I have never been out of ohio
I have never had my own pet growing up
I have never taken music lessons
I have never been in girl scouts
I have never played a school sport
I have never been to camp
I have never been on a vacation.
I have never been on a ferris wheel.
I have finally realized ive never truly lived. And it makes me cry.
Every. Single. Time.